Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Feeling the anger

Feeling angry upon myself . There are promises pending , time is too fast to catch . Still this mind is acting lazy . Searching something fulfilling . The newspapers don't inspire any more .hollow stories there . The mind starts getting fidgety with the books ..

Some thing need to change ? My approach.. Thinking of diving deep into a single subject ...and relate that depth to the associated streams of knowledge...

The path of "Sadhana" and the interruptions

Self control is where i'm focussing now . The habits take control and I feel desperate to come out of it . To align my activities to the set goals .. day in and day out ... the fight continues .


This week I'm observing a “Sadhana Saptah” The week of penance . The second day is in progress . It is a self effected approach to inculcate discipline to the body and mind . In this age when touching thirty, this things seem a requierment. Success and falures are playing hide and seek there too.
I dream a lot .find way to achieve them , force my self to travel that path. Take time to review that and correct the course if necessery . Hope all the dreams come true .. even other wise the dreams would have done their job of inspiring ...

Now I interacted with a tea vendor making his livelihood by supplying tea to offices . He was not well , down with ulser in stomach , what happens to his family ? He's back with a new hope to proceed . Why Ulser , parents at home warn us to take food on time to avoid that .Why that man have ulser ? He doesn't take Food on time? Why ? He can't afford or he cuts his meal for his family ?

I sit in an air conditioned cabin with my computer , with creating projects intended to help business become intelligent .Can my IT help the person above ?

These questions and more !! a day is the same 24 hours for every one ! When shall I get answers to all these ? Nevertheless i'll keep trying ...